forgive me i'm trying to find my calling.

hey guys, just listening to some all time low and automatic loveletter as i write (:
today went a LITTLE better, but i realized i have SO much coming up: play auditions next week, the play starts before the end of the month. tennis conditioning. work opens in february. i get my license. i have finals. Dead in Denver is coming to rochester february 2. my birthday is the 31. and i have projects due. THEN a new semester, finallyy. i'm seriously stoked for this coming semester. i'm tired of my classes but i have a feeling i'm going to be REALLY overwhelmed when it comes, considering i have no study hall and three extracurricularss!

well, here i go, another writing (:

Winter Isn't My Favorite Season Anymore.

all that i do,
it's all been for you,
but are we ready for something new?
your smile's not the same,
and i feel that i'm to blame
has this winter weather
done something to make this love wither away?

i'm not as bitter as this wind,
i'll fight until the end,
i'm not as strong as you when it comes to this,
i'm not as strong,
will you carry me through this mess?
or is this just something we need to forget?

all that i do,
has it ever been good enough for you?
i guess it doesn't matter now,
does this really matter now?
the sun is setting on our perfect day,
can we go back to that day in may?
when everything was perfect?

i'm not as bitter as this wind,
i can't fight until the end,
i'm not as strong as you when it comes to this,
i'm not as strong,
will you carry me through this mess?
or is this just something we need to forget?

you're as bitter as the wind,
you won't fight until the end,
you're not strong anymore,
you're not strong,
you won't carry me through this mess,
and all you want to do is forget

it's just time for us to forget,
there's no time to forget,
just forget