hello, three thirty one a.m.

well, i'm going to start off by saying some things without really saying them directly. maybe, if you know me well enough, you know who you are.

1. you were a waste of my time.
2. you're pure as snow, you're pure as gold.
3. you under estimate your talent.
4. you deserve the moon, and i'd love to be the one to give it to you.
5. you make me so angry sometimes.
6. you just. can't. stop.

and now, i'm moving on to something i told my good friend emilie ( http://www.genuineperception.blogspot.com/ ) that i was going to do.

honestly, this is what i want. trust, laughter, honesty. maturity, immaturity. chemistry. someone to take the train to chicago with me, just to go. someone who is willing to argue with me when they know i'm being irrational. someone to take me ice skating and to get hot chocolate. someone to take me to the beach and for lemonade. someone to take me to acoustic shows. someone to take me to heavy shows. someone to drink coffee with. someone who gets 'me'. someone who is willing to put up with my complicated, too forgiving, impatient, doesn't know where to stop, too cautious, self. someone who knows not spending money on me is okay. someone to teach me to play guitar. someone i can be really goofy with. someone who will watch cartoons and csi shows with me. someone who will support me in my aspirations. someone who will tell me my writing is awful when it is. someone who will tease me. someone who will constantly quote songs and movies with me. someone who doesn't mind it when i don't get dressed up. someone to take care of me when i'm distraught, or just tired and sick. someone who isn't looking for love, or a relationship. someone who wants to be my bestfriend. is it the world i'm asking for?

and now, another song! i'm on a roll at three a.m. who knew?!


Hearts for Cards

Your cheshire cat grin grows
as you twist your way out of your clothes
now it's just you and me,
no boundaries, we're finally free

My lips tremble melting to yours,
this feeling is opening so many doors

We've lost track of time,
the city sleeps,
"is this what it feels like to fly?"
if so, i'm ready to play for keeps,
this love is much more than i bargained for,
but i think you're worth it

Your hand in mine just feels so right,
and when our eyes meet it's as if
there is nothing but clouds under my feet,
now it's just you and me,
no boundaries, we're finally free

We've lost track of time,
the city sleeps,
"is this what it feels like to fly?"
if so, i'm ready to play for keeps,
this love is much more than i bargained for,
but i know you're worth it,
i know you're worth it

Now it's just you and me,
and it seems as if we're really free,
flying freely


that's all for now, everyone.
i'm sure i'll update with SOMETHING, later.

goodnight,
please speak up if you've got something to say(:
much appreciated.